Hello, whoever you are reading this.
I just bumped into this very guy today, Arif Abdillah, who was kind of the reason why I’m writing this post. He told me, and several hundreds of people, about his super kepo and ember project. His project. OH SO MIND-BLOWING. He initiated langkahkaki which is about people’s secrets! Well, you should ask him about how exactly he persuaded people, even stranger he met randomly, to tell him their well-kept secrets, but what I really noted, is really the urgency of sharing your secrets to someone else.
From self-loathe to acceptance, and from thinking you got the biggest problem ever invented to understanding the relativity of your problem. When you get someone to listen to your secrets, non-judgingly, you just.. no longer carry all those gravity of your problematic hidden dilemmas around. relieved. free. whatsoever you want to say it.
So my secret number one is..
I do envy people who know what they want to do.
This girl over here? She is impulsive and all, though she sometimes over thinks stuffs, holding herself back. She completely has no idea about what she expects of the future. blank, and she knows that that is not great. Not great at all.
Not afraid but just, unprepared.
Secret number two.
I think and strongly believe my brothers hate me. It is to be noted that I’ve got 3 brothers which for crying out loud means THREE PERSONS DETEST ME. I love them. big time. I don’t know why I even think about this but I do feel in a way, they all dislike me to a certain extent where you can call it hatred. No clue, maybe it’s just fear but what the heck. I don’t know (for the nth time of the day).
Secret number three.
I am an all time star of the heavy-sleepers.
I could sleep up to 14 straight hours a day in the living room with everyone around me doing their things. Nah, don’t ask how. I just did.
There are still some I don’t feel like sharing. Perhaps for self-loathing and denial.
Share me some of your secrets and you’ll get me listened to it if you want 😀
Salam kepo, M.